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May 12, 2009

心如刀割

事情还是发生了

你还是作出了这个决定

哭了一整晚

想了一整夜

痛了一整晚

结局还是一样

我真的是不明白

我心真的碎了

一次又一次的伤害

你不见了吗..

真的不见了..?

全部都忘了吗..

我真的要再次的失去..?

好想念我们的拥抱

你的体温

你的声音

你的一切一切

我的世界又再掉入谷底

为什么要我一次又一次地跌倒

为什么有那么多的挫折

我只想好好的和你在一起

真的那么困难吗

我真的很想你

你不想伤害她

却伤害了我

我在你心里并不重要吧。。

May 11, 2009

问题又来了吗？

这两天你又开始烦恼了

身边很多人因你而不开心

最烦恼的是你前女友

我很怕你会和她复合

我不想再次失去你了

你和她已经分开了

她伤心，你也伤心；

你伤心，我也伤心；

我真的很怕很怕。。

那晚你喝醉了，你和她在一起

我整晚都睡不着

就算睡了也会惊醒

我一直胡思乱想

我很担心你

我知道她一定会伤心的

因为她发现我喜欢你

不过我不敢承认我是你女友

我不知会发生什么事

我只可以否认我和你的关系

本来一切都容易解决

只怪我做错了一些事情

一切都要重新开始

别离开我...好吗??

May 02, 2009

Just now..me & u lost contact few hours.. I damn worry bout u!! I tot u sleeping,so cant answer my call.. but den 1 hour, 2 hours, 3 hours.. U hv no reply at all.. After that ah yan used ur hp reply me say that ur hp leave at her house.. I just relax abit. Jz few hours din chat with u..i so so so so miss u!! U are my everything.. I really cant lose u!! I will become better.. Give me time..

Today is Yee Cheng's birthday. Jz now went to her house for celebrate her bday. BBQ there.. Freaking hot t0night.. Keep sweating.. But they took chairs n sit outside..i join with them too. Saw so many SMKSS senior there. Back home at 1am..quite boring there. LOL

Actually i tot tonight can meet with my DeaR.. Haih.. Nvm,stil got many chances!! Miss u so much my Lovely DeaR.. Muax.. Night~

April 30, 2009

Sweetie Life~

Dear..Thanks for u accept me again. I know that i hurt u so much!! I promise I wont do that again!! I will remember it. This is last chance for me..I will think about u before i wanna do something. U r always in my mind. Hope u can believe me.. I love u more than i say..I wanna be a good gf for u..

Love u DeaR..muaxx

April 28, 2009

24.04.209 @ Poppy

Connie, Yee Cheng, Botak, Arie, Queenie

Wao..so many smoke!! Nice..

Yee Cheng wif Botak

Guess who?? Hehe

Arie won get a free bottle of Barcadi Apple

Kin Chong wif Me

Babes

Miss u girlss

Had Fun..

时间可以倒流吗？

我做错了这件事情。。对，是我自作自受！最近我不断作出一些会伤害你的事情，一次又一次的伤害，一次又一次的原谅。。可是我却一次又一次的重复犯错！我真的很对不起你。。是我辜负了你，是我毁了一切！我们的约定，我们的信任，我们的未来。。

当初是我一念之差，选择了放弃，是我爱玩，是我贪心！我竟然放弃你。。这是我一生中最错的决定！就算我后悔了，可是一切已太迟了！我犯的错，已成为一道难以痊愈的伤口，深深的印在你心里！你时常想起以前的我，一个很爱你很爱你的我，一个时常对你撒娇的我，一个时常关心你的我，一个奋不顾身去爱你的我。。这些已成为过去了吗？你对我的信任我已全毁了。。

现在我很后悔，我真的知错了！可是你忘不了我的过失。。对，真的很难再重新接受我，回到以前！我明白。。现在你的感觉我很了解，就像以前的我一样，失去你等于失去一切。。现在你失去了一切，而我也一样！是我活该。。这件事也改变了你。。变得。。

我只想对你说，我是很爱你。。虽然这对你来说已不算是什么了。。但我希望时间能证明我真的知错了，我真的会改过。。这是我最后最后的一次机会，我会好好珍惜！我不会再让自己做些让你受伤害，让你不开心，让你失望，让我后悔一辈子的事情了。。

April 25, 2009

REGRET

Im freaking hate myself.. I regret what i did to u!! I should not so easy to change & love other guy!! What i say what i want to do now..u wont care me anymore!! That night u called me & u said u miss me!! I damn happy coz i know we have chance to recover..

But den..Im not happy coz u let me do whatever i want..let me go anywhere i like. I feel like u dont care me!! Yup,i know im wrong..i regret..i know i change so much!! Nw u oso dont care me anymore!! Recently u went to many places wif so many frenss..i cant say anything!! Coz i did wrong at 1st.

When i went club wif my frenss, my brain just keep thinking of u!! Damn MISS u!! I hope can meet u again in club..but u dont want. I go poppy but u go quattro. U dont want meet me!! U said u dont want disturb me!! But i just want u!! I know i hurt u badly..it's so hard to forgive me!! I also very miss last time our sweetie days..sweetie message..sweet talk!! Nw u wont believe what i tell u..coz i broke everything!! I give up this relationship at 1st.. & i gonna crazy!!

I just can say SORRY to u!! I know it's doesn't mean anything!!
Sorry.. Sorry..