♥ my life with my loves ♥: April 2009

April 30, 2009

Sweetie Life~

Dear..Thanks for u accept me again. I know that i hurt u so much!! I promise I wont do that again!! I will remember it. This is last chance for me..I will think about u before i wanna do something. U r always in my mind. Hope u can believe me.. I love u more than i say..I wanna be a good gf for u..

Love u DeaR..muaxx

April 28, 2009

24.04.209 @ Poppy

Connie, Yee Cheng, Botak, Arie, Queenie

Wao..so many smoke!! Nice..

Yee Cheng wif Botak

Guess who?? Hehe

Arie won get a free bottle of Barcadi Apple

Kin Chong wif Me

Babes

Miss u girlss

Had Fun..

时间可以倒流吗？

我做错了这件事情。。对，是我自作自受！最近我不断作出一些会伤害你的事情，一次又一次的伤害，一次又一次的原谅。。可是我却一次又一次的重复犯错！我真的很对不起你。。是我辜负了你，是我毁了一切！我们的约定，我们的信任，我们的未来。。

当初是我一念之差，选择了放弃，是我爱玩，是我贪心！我竟然放弃你。。这是我一生中最错的决定！就算我后悔了，可是一切已太迟了！我犯的错，已成为一道难以痊愈的伤口，深深的印在你心里！你时常想起以前的我，一个很爱你很爱你的我，一个时常对你撒娇的我，一个时常关心你的我，一个奋不顾身去爱你的我。。这些已成为过去了吗？你对我的信任我已全毁了。。

现在我很后悔，我真的知错了！可是你忘不了我的过失。。对，真的很难再重新接受我，回到以前！我明白。。现在你的感觉我很了解，就像以前的我一样，失去你等于失去一切。。现在你失去了一切，而我也一样！是我活该。。这件事也改变了你。。变得。。

我只想对你说，我是很爱你。。虽然这对你来说已不算是什么了。。但我希望时间能证明我真的知错了，我真的会改过。。这是我最后最后的一次机会，我会好好珍惜！我不会再让自己做些让你受伤害，让你不开心，让你失望，让我后悔一辈子的事情了。。

April 25, 2009

REGRET

Im freaking hate myself.. I regret what i did to u!! I should not so easy to change & love other guy!! What i say what i want to do now..u wont care me anymore!! That night u called me & u said u miss me!! I damn happy coz i know we have chance to recover..

But den..Im not happy coz u let me do whatever i want..let me go anywhere i like. I feel like u dont care me!! Yup,i know im wrong..i regret..i know i change so much!! Nw u oso dont care me anymore!! Recently u went to many places wif so many frenss..i cant say anything!! Coz i did wrong at 1st.

When i went club wif my frenss, my brain just keep thinking of u!! Damn MISS u!! I hope can meet u again in club..but u dont want. I go poppy but u go quattro. U dont want meet me!! U said u dont want disturb me!! But i just want u!! I know i hurt u badly..it's so hard to forgive me!! I also very miss last time our sweetie days..sweetie message..sweet talk!! Nw u wont believe what i tell u..coz i broke everything!! I give up this relationship at 1st.. & i gonna crazy!!

I just can say SORRY to u!! I know it's doesn't mean anything!!
Sorry.. Sorry..